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“Easter
Isn’t Living Forever,
But
Living….!”
INTRODUCTION:
Some years ago while still living in Oklahoma, I made a date with a
colleague at the University where I had an interim appointment. We chose
to go to a road performance of the San Francisco Opera Company. It was a
first date, and when I arrived at LaDonna’s home, she invited me in and
then closed the door and locked it – which was not normal protocol for
first dates, especially for a Methodist minister in Oklahoma. She then
explained that her last boyfriend had just been there earlier, and made
veiled threats if she went out with someone other than he.
Being the brave sort, I
quickly pointed out that we had nothing invested in this relationship,
and that maybe she should work out her issues with her old boyfriend
before we went out. She assured me that their relationship was over,
plus, she wasn’t going to let him get away with doing that to her…which
should have been a clue for me.
Nonetheless, in a few minutes, we
ventured out the door without incident, got into my car, I backed out
and started driving down the residential street on which she lived. We
had just passed the first intersection when her boyfriend came speeding
out in his car, and actually bumped the back bumper of my car.
I sped up while calling 911 on my cell,
and explaining my plight to the dispatcher. So as to underscore the
gravity of the situation, and that this was not some adolescent kid’s
altercation, I said, “Just so you know, Ma’am, we’re both 50 years old.”
My date immediately corrected me and
said, “Oh, no! I’m only 48.”
I looked in the rear view mirror at her
idiot boyfriend who was still pursuing us. I looked over at her. And I
thought, “Geez, this opera better be good.”
In hindsight, I’ve often thought of how
important our years can be, even one or two, especially as we age. My
father was 12 years older than my mother. He had no reticence about
giving his age, but Mother always hated it because she was concerned
that people would think she was as old as Dad.
I like the late comedian George Carlin’s
take on the matter of life and death. He wrote:
I think the life cycle is all
backward. You should die first, and get it out of the way. Then you live
in an old-age home. You get kicked out when you’re too young, you get a
gold watch, you go to work. You work 40 years until you’re young enough
to enjoy retirement. You get ready for high school. You go to grade
school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you
become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last
nine months floating – and you finish off as an orgasm.
I always like to celebrate Easter and the Passover, both based on events
that never happened. But there are some stories in our history as human
beings that we have to draw circles around and say, this story is
different. This didn’t happen like two plus two equals four, where black
is black and white is white. This story is special. This story comes out
of the wonder of being human. This story comes out of the glory of
choosing to be a person of faith and hope. This story comes from that
inner room of the soul where hopes and dreams are stored…where when
doubt and despair are advancing on all sides, we can draw on the word
that will instill courage and confidence against all odds…that will
offer a fortress against the advances of those things that would destroy
what really makes a society civilized and progressive.
In the dark night of the eternal soul, preserved and maintained by the
people of the covenant and the Torah, there is a flame burning like the
burning bush before which Moses stood. It does not go out. It is not
consumed. Rather, it’s a light in the darkest darkness against ignorance
and fear. When the ugly head of prejudice raises its head against reason
and compassion, this flame of truth keeps burning and shining into the
corners of fear occupied by racists and cowards.
The same for Easter. We should
never discount the stories of faith which inform Judaism, Islam and
Christianity. These are the stories that will give rise to the soul,
that will uplift the human heart and create the music to change our mood
and manner. We should always want to hear over and over the stories that
have power and purpose, wonder and awe.
But what does the language of
Easter mean in a pluralist congregation such as All Faiths…especially
since humankind moved many centuries ago beyond the primitive worldview
that believed in demons, in hell, in walking on water, in people being
raised from the dead, in heavenly mansions and streets of gold?
So what is it we’ve replaced that
language and those thought patterns with? Are we really an accidental,
by-product of nature, the result of matter, plus time, plus chance…a
mere spark in the infinite darkness that appears, flickers, and then is
gone forever?
Loren Eiseley said that our species
is the Cosmic Orphan. That we are the only creature on the Planet, and
maybe in the Universe, which asks, “Why?” Other animals have instincts
to guide them, but humankind wonders, “Who am I? Why am I here? Where am
I going?”
For certain, one of the tragedies
of the modern era, especially among liberal religious, is that we have
divorced ourselves from the ancient stories of faith. We’ve taken them
to the laboratories for testing and concluded that they failed. We’ve
reduced them to logic and experience and found them wanting. We’ve
examined their narratives and found them conflicted.
That’s certainly true of Easter. In
the modern era, we know there’s no way that any man at any time, died,
lay for three days in the grave, and then came to life, floated around
for 40 days and then went back to heaven where he is now god.
That misses the whole point, which
is that we human beings, our species, has the capacity to face the worst
of circumstances and events and not let them destroy us. That’s the
message of Easter and it’s one we need to hear.
Our psyches cry out for affirmation
and hope. We want to hear that, “Yes, life is important. Hope is real.
There’s more to living than muscle and blood and skin and bones.” Or
more importantly, our end will not one day be reduced to feeding tubes,
and artificial breathing machines, and debates by loved ones over when
to let go. Easter says without apology, life should be more than that.
But how should we appropriate what
Easter says? First, let me say that, I doubt very seriously that Jesus
would be a Christian today. He was a Jew through and through. He would
be celebrating Passover and a Seder meal. His radical agenda for social
and religious change is what caused him to be executed. It was so
radical that it’s doubtful if he preached more than six months or so,
before the authorities arrested him for what he said. He had no
permanent address, no bed to sleep in, and was in great conflict with
the religious and political leaders of his day. His constituency was the
disreputable…those on the margins of society: prostitutes…those with the
disease of leprosy…tax collectors for the occupying empire of Rome…and
the racially despised. He treated women as persons of value in a society
that diminished their worth, and he never said anything – not anything!
– against persons of same sex orientation.
And yet! In the most unlikely of
circumstances, his life became the model for faith in a way that began
to compete with Judaism, its mother religion, and with the government
sanctioned pagan religions of Rome. So much so that Christianity
eventually took over Rome and transformed the whole of Western culture.
The message of Easter is that in
moments of the greatest difficulty: when everything we have valued and
dreamed of has been lost…when our deepest fears have become reality…when
the promises we relied on have all been broken...and every account in
life seems overdrawn...when we would give anything to fast forward pass
the bad parts…Easter says, help is on the way. In the most unlikely of
circumstances, faith finds a way to hold on until the tomorrow that
encompasses all tomorrows.
Easter is a message for all
faiths…all hearts…all visions…all dreams…all hopes. When every prop that
has held you up is knocked out from under you…when every dream has
vanished into the vagaries of yesteryear…when there is no thing and no
one on whom you can depend…there is a message of faith that has lived
through the ages.
It’s not faith to believe in the past.
It’s not even faith to believe in the future. Rather, faith is the
confidence to stare the present in the face, and despite all we know
about our limitations, about what could be and might have been…to go
ahead and put one foot in front of the other, to reach your hand out to
a friend for help…and when there’s no friend there, to reach within and
know that there is that within which was grasped by Jesus, acknowledged
by Moses, proclaimed by Muhammad…namely, that there is within our
Universe that which is more than muscle and blood and skin and
bone…there is that within which looks defeat and doubt in the eye and
turns to face tomorrow.
Faith is not about living forever, but
how to live the life we’ve been given. It’s how to hold on…when the
handholds have all been removed.
How to look up…when your spirit is
beaten down.
How to find air to breathe…when you’ve
been hit hard in the solar plexus.
What helps us to live is not disputes
about what happened 2,000 years ago or what didn’t happen…but what
happened last week when we lost our job…what happened this week when we
went to the doctor...what’s going to happen next week unless something
radically changes.
What the religions of the world are
about, and what their great myths such as Easter proclaim, is that
there is a way to live in the midst of disappointment…that though
defeated, we shall rise again…though we’ve experienced failure, we shall
succeed…though we’re depressed we can know what it is to be happy and
full again.
The question is never what happened back
when…rather, it’s how whatever happened in all kinds of “back when’s,”
intersect with our lives in the now…in this moment of time.
Some time back, I read the book, The
Medici Effect, which sought to explain extraordinary achievements in
various segments of our society. And one of the things that the book
underscored was how many successful ventures were marked by failure,
before they succeeded.
For certain, the life of Jesus could be
viewed that way. But Easter came and his disciples found a way to say,
He is not here in the grave, but he is raised. And so can we say about
every tough experience, every failure and every disappointment.
CONCLUSION.
I want to ask you now to turn the clock
back to 1992. The one-time nation of Yugoslavia is hemorrhaging, with
ethnic battles dividing a people who at one time were proud of their
unity and diversity. Most never imagined the beautiful city of Sarajevo
would be drawn in to the religious and racial hatred that had engulfed
the rest of their land. But soon, the once proud site of the Winter
Olympics was a battleground for vicious ethnic strife with constant
battles and firefights.
During a momentary break, on the
afternoon of May 27 of that year, a line of people rushed out to buy
bread when the only bakery that still had flour opened briefly. A line
snaked out the front door and around the corner hopeful of buying at
least one loaf. But at 4 p.m. that day, a terrorist cannon shell was
lobbed into the center of the city, killing 22 innocent civilians.
The next day people hid in their homes,
hungry, but afraid…afraid to go to the bakery, for fear another shell
might fall. Worried that they too might become another casualty.
But then one of the strangest thing
that’s ever happened in war occurred: From his nearby apartment, Verdran
Smailovic, the principal cellist of the Sarajevo Orchestra, appeared
with a music stand and his cello in front of the bakery. At exactly 4
p.m., in the midst of the blood and the rubble, he began to play
Albinoni’s, Adagio in G Minor:
<Dr. Eduard Gulabyan, cello>
For the next 22 days, exactly at 4 p.m.,
in honor of the 22 persons killed, he came back to play. When the people
heard and saw Smailovic playing his cello in front of the bakery, and
heard its beautiful music, they took courage, and rejoined the line to
buy bread. And when the Bosnian Serbs began to attack the funeral
gatherings of those who had been killed at the bakery, Smailovic started
attending the funerals and playing there as well.
That’s faith…in the face of death all
around him, Smailovic played the cello, and because of his gift of
faith, they gained the courage to venture out again. It didn’t bring
those 22 persons back to life. But it gave faith and hope to those who
survived.
Faith is about facing the grimmest of
futures and refusing to give in to despair. I submit that we have the
resources of all our ancestors, residing within. We have the wisdom of
the faiths of all ages. We have the capacity to claim victory over
defeat, triumph over yesterday, and to celebrate the life we’ve been
given.
Shalom. Salaam Aleikum. Happy
Easter. Blessed Passover. Amen. And Blessed Be.
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